He told very slowly, very carefully, did not leave a detail, like Ling Chi, let every word cut his flesh, let the invisible blood slowly flow out. He told about seeing his brother beaten and photographed by Lu Jia, about being abused and opened with bricks, about the dispute between him and Xu Zheng, the slaps, the kicks and scolds, about the wound that he was pushed down by Xu Zheng, and the last sentence that he should never blurt out. "Go to hell.". I never want to see you again. His soul seemed to be split in two by an invisible axe, and half of it was tightly bound to his body. The sadness, disappointment, anger and guilt burned him like fire. He could not move, his teeth clenched, his muscles tightened, and half of his body seemed to lose consciousness; The other half is like a kite floating far in the sky, he played a good brother for too long,electronic board for classroom, deep in his heart seems to have anticipated the arrival of this day, false can not become true, he finally let his father down, he finally showed the ugliest side in front of the most important people, he will no longer cry, nothing can make him painful fear. He finished the last word and stood quietly in front of his father with his head down. He wore a pair of khaki trousers, a blue coat,interactive panel board, and a wool hat that his mother had woven for him when he was alive, which had been worn bald for a long time. Xu Chuan said, "Take off your hat." Xu Ping took off his hat and held it in his hand, revealing his blue scalp and white gauze. "Come closer," said Xu Chuan. Xu Ping stepped forward. Xu Chuan swung his right hand and slapped him heavily in the face. Xu Ping was beaten to stagger a few steps, holding the table to stand firm, a buzzing roar in his ears. Xu Chuan said something again, Xu Ping only felt that his mind was full of running trains and whistling, and he could not hear anything. He shook his head. He faintly heard Xu Chuan say, "You.." I Hit you. Without thinking, he said, "It is perfectly justified for me to beat my son." Xu Chuan slapped him heavily again. This time he couldn't even hear the odd word. He watched his father's thunderous anger like a pantomime, watched him froth and shout like thunder, interactive digital whiteboard ,classroom interactive whiteboard, he felt no pain at all, he held the hat in his hand and thought, why was I so afraid to make him angry and disappointed before? He couldn't remember a thing. Xu Ping was distracted. He remembered the way his mother knitted the hat for him. She was quiet and beautiful, and she didn't look silly at all. He thought that his father really liked his mother. He even asked me to take off my hat when he hit me. He was afraid that his mother would be sad in the sky. He felt very happy, he thought, Lu Jia's mother is a lie, the mother of the bastard is really the smelly bastard in the toilet! My father didn't marry my mother because of the problem of birth, and I didn't pick up the child. He thought that if there was no delay in class that day, Xu Zheng would not be angry with him, he would not run to read comic books, before Lu Jia took his brother, he could take Xu Zheng home first, they would avoid the disaster and grow up painlessly. He looked at his father in front of him. Although he was middle-aged, he was still very handsome. His outline was like a knife and axe. He was tall and had a straight back. If it hadn't been for his mentally retarded brother, he might have remarried long ago. At that time, the father will probably give birth to new children, who will be healthy, lively and smart. But they will not be Xu Zheng. Mom's dead. He will never have a second brother. In this case, Xu Zheng is too pitiful. Xu Ping suddenly interrupted his father: "Dad, don't remarry." Xu Chuan was furious and inexplicable. Xu Ping said, "Xu Zheng will definitely come back. If he doesn't come back, I will go to find him. If he dies, I will give him my life." Xu Chuan's life has experienced too many twists and turns, refined a body of copper and iron, he thought that nothing in the world can knock him down, but Xu Ping's words made his heart curl up. He stared at his eldest son with red eyes and a crazy expression of crying and laughing. He wanted to scold him, you let me down, you don't know how to be a brother! But suddenly he couldn't say anything. I have to be alone, he thought, clutching his chest. Xu Chuan lowered his head and waved his hand to let Xu Ping roll back to his room. This work originates from Jinjiang Literature City. Welcome to visit the www.jjwxc.net to watch more good works. Chapter 9 Chapter 9 Nine I seek not a comfortable path, nor a light burden, but strength and patience to ascend the stony path. -Martin Luther King Xu Ping fell asleep on the bed alone. There were two single beds in the room, and every winter, my father would put the two beds together in the cold winter night. _ Section Reading _ 7 The two brothers would huddle in the same bed to keep each other warm. Xu Ping's blood circulation is not strong, and his hands and feet are cold in winter. Although Xu Zheng's body is small, it exudes the warmth of a stove. On a snowy night in the northern winter, even if the coal stove is burned, the temperature in the room can not be raised by a few degrees. At the moment when you take off your clothes and get into the cold bed, you must have great perseverance to stop yourself from jumping up like a fish falling into the frying pan. Whenever this happens, Xu Ping will pretend to have a lot of homework and refuse to go to bed. It is not until Xu Zheng warms the quilt that he quickly takes off his cotton-padded jacket and gets into the quilt and hugs his brother tightly. Even if he was woken up in his sleep, Xu Zheng would not complain. He turned over sleepily and hugged his brother, who was a head taller than himself,smart board for conference room, into his arms. Every time Xu Ping would ask him, "Is it cold?" Xu Zheng nodded honestly and said that he was cold, while putting his brother's cold hands into his close-fitting autumn clothes. Warming his brother's hands and feet is one of little Xu Zheng's jobs. hsdsmartboard.com