Lonely nights and Netflix stories that bring me back to you
Sometimes I still miss you on lonely nights Missing you doesn't tell me when it will come And never ask if we are ready to accept it It just walks in quietly while I sit alone in the room with only the light from the screen And the sound of หนังเน็ตฟิก On the website that users are popular with kubhd which is left open On nights like this I often choose to watch movies online To escape from the painful truth Some stories make me laugh Some stories make me cry And some stories take me back to the old memories that I try to forget You are one of them I still remember that we used to sit and watch movies together She was the one who chose the movie I was the one who prepared the snacks The silence in the living room was never boring because we had eyes and smiles to communicate No matter how loud the sound from Netflix was it never covered up the sound of our hearts But when she left everything changed The old movies we used to watch together became something I didn't dare to turn on again I was afraid that feeling would come back I was afraid to cry And I was afraid to know that I still loved you Some Netflix movies are not always excellent But it's like our love that is not perfect There are both good and bad But there is sincerity in every scene Watching movies online has become more than just entertainment It is a safe space for me to absorb my feelings to miss you without hiding it One night I watched a foreign romantic movie The female lead said a heart-wrenching sentence: Love never disappears it just changes location I cried immediately because I knew that my love for you was like that It changed from expressing it with words to smiling at the past while watching a movie quietly by myself Sometimes I wish you were still here to watch a new movie together to laugh at funny scenes to sit quietly in sad scenes and look at each other without saying anything because our eyes already understand each other well But life is not a movie There is no back button no script that tells us to meet again All I can do is use those movies to heal my heart and admit that some nights I still miss you as before Every time I watch movies online I find myself traveling to many worlds many lives and many feelings But no matter how the movie ends I still have to come back to myself and the fact that you are no longer here Even though I am lonely I am not alone because the memories I have with you are still there And all the movies we watched together are always on my mind They will never end and no one can erase them So on nights when I feel lonely I still open Netflix sit quietly and select a new movie Or sometimes I go back to watch the old ones that we used to laugh and cry with It's not because I want to forget you but because I want to keep you where you belong in my heart forever Even for the short time that the movie is playing I feel like we're together again and that's enough for a lonely night like this
